Usery Plunge

Headed up Usery Pass and then the normal fun twisty plunge down the moutain, I definitely almost bailed on my plan multiple times of taking to 20 mile loop around the Mountain. After 3-4 battle in my head I headed for the 20 miler, as I was pedaling on the road section and into Hawes I still felt my heart was not where I wanted it. With a book on my headphones I was being educated while riding so onwards I went trying to be distracted on a very cold morning where I just coudln't get warm. Some wild weather was in store for Thursday and Friday so I was making the best of my Wdnesday still. By the time I was 1/2 way I was feeling better, relieved to just have Wild Horse to deal with and to the car now. Glad I did the loop still but dude what was going on?